What the heck does that mean??

Just remembered! I had my first nightmare about the pregnancy last night. I had quite a few when I was pregnant with Tobes, the worst one being that he came out a full grown man. I must credit Anne Rice with that little bit of horror. I'm sure The Witching Hour was a contributing factor.

My dream last night was that Cupcake was kicking and I was watching her make shapes out of my belly when she suddenly pushed a little too hard and a tiny foot ripped through my stomach! Then she did it again with a hand. J needed to rush me to the emergency room so they could sew up the holes but I couldn't find my slippers and didn't want to leave the house without them. Then, I remembered that I didn't have any slippers and had to wear J's trainers with my pajamas to the hospital. My big fear was that Cupcake was going to just claw her way out.

The weirdest thing about the dream was that at first J and I were both very calm and were rubbing Cupcake's feet and holding her tiny hands but Tobes was the sensible one and was totally freaked out by the situation.

No idea what that all means. Maybe, with all the moving stuff, I'm concerned about not being prepared for the birth or I have some fears about another C-section. Whatever it means, I thought it would be something that Cupcake would find funny if she decides to have children of her own one day.