Yesterday was the worst so far

Terrible morning sickness. Virtually useless all day. Luckily, it was a Sunday when J was home. I think I just overdid it on Saturday when we were trouping around Blackheath looking at properties. Feeling better, though fragile, this morning.

We saw a programme last week called Life Before Birth. It was so interesting. A lot of the images were taken using 3D ultrasounds. I looked into them the following day and found a place in Sussex that does the ultrasounds and we're going to have one! They're amazing. I'm so excited and I think it'll be great for Toby to see the baby so clearly. We'll have it done some time in June or July after the trip to Texas. I can't wait! I've had so much trouble bonding with this baby so far. I guess after all the heartache of last year I'm just being wary, but I think being able to see the baby so clearly will be great for all of us.